5/4/12

 

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I was rained on tonight.

So many cabs passed by while I was waiting for the rain to stop.

And somehow, I wished you would be riding one of them.

Maybe you’d see me through your window.

And maybe then you’d remember me too.

I feel really silly, and stupid.

It’s been a month but I’m still scared of seeing you.

I’m scared that I might beg for you to come back again.

Scared that my efforts of avoiding you for a month will go to waste.

They say time heals everything.

How much time do I need? Because even now, I can still feel the pain.

I am still in love.

And it hurts, knowing that everything we had was a lie.

Crying doesn’t seem to do any good anymore.

I feel like a part of me has been emptied out and I can never regain what I lost.

Tell me, if time heals everything, how much more do I need to waste?

How much more do I need to endure? Because I’m growing weary of doing the right thing for you.

Help me.

I’m starting to get really tired now too.